Beneath the Silence
I walk through graves the moon forgot,
Where names fade slow and voices rot.
The air is cold, it tastes like grief,
No prayers, no peace, no last relief.
Bury me deep where the sun won’t shine,
Where shadows feast and worms entwine.
No final breath, no whispered name,
Just endless dark and aching shame.
My skin remembers every scar,
Each cry unheard, each wishing star.
The nights grew long, the soul grew thin,
No light was strong enough to win.
Bury me deep where the sun won’t shine,
Where shadows feast and worms entwine.
No final breath, no whispered name,
Just endless dark and aching shame.
They said it gets better, but better never came—
Only silence louder than the blame.
I begged the sky, but it just wept,
And the promise of hope was never kept.
So lay me down in frozen earth,
A wasted name, a life unworth.
Forget I lived, forget my face—
Let death become my resting place.
Skull Full of Static
Skull full of static,
Whispers like knives.
Dragging me down
While I fake being alive.
Voices in echo,
No room to think—
My mind is a void
Where demons drink.
Numb to the sound, deaf to the grace,
I wear my regrets like a mask on my face.
Hope is a ghost I can’t resurrect—
Buried in blame, drowned in neglect.
Empty head, soul decayed,
Nothing left, just disobeyed.
I bleed, I break, I try to forgive—
But I’m done…
I don’t want to live.
Mirror’s a monster,
Eyes like glass.
No future, no peace,
Just a haunted past.
I scream in the dark,
But the dark screams too—
And I’m not sure
What’s still me and what’s you.
No silence. No peace.
No light. No release.
Tear me apart—
I’m already undone.
This war in my head...
And quiet doesn’t come.
Can’t medicate the silence inside,
Can’t resurrect the parts that died.
Every step’s a funeral march,
Through memories burned cold and harsh.
If I claw through the dark and choke on the air,
Will anyone know… will anyone care?
Skull full of static,
Heart full of dust…
I fade in the static,
Dismantled by trust.
No prayers, no name—
Just ash in the rain.
And all that remains...
Is pain.
Shadows of You
Concrete heart, cracked and torn,
You left me shattered and reborn.
Every scream just fuels the fire,
Your love was a razor wire.
I’m stuck in this endless spin,
Digging deeper under my skin.
Twisted, broken, lost in the haze,
Love was a war, we set it ablaze.
Darkness digs its claws in deep,
I’m wide awake but dead asleep.
You were the spark—I’m burned through,
Now I’m drowning in the shadows of you.
Glass and steel, cold and dead,
Your ghost keeps messing with my head.
Every step, the echoes bite,
I choke on memories every night.
Suffocating, no way through,
All I see is shades of you.
Twisted, broken, lost in the haze
Love was a war, we set it ablaze.
Darkness digs its claws in deep,
I’m wide awake but dead asleep.
You were the spark—I’m burned through,
Now I’m drowning in the shadows of you.
Rip me open—let it bleed
Built on lies and broken creed.
Twist the knife, I’m numb to pain,
A cycle I can’t escape again.
You were venom, I was prey,
Now your shadow’s here to stay.
Darkness digs its claws in deep,
I’m wide awake but dead asleep.
You were the spark—I’m burned through,
Now I’m drowning in the shadows of you.
Shadows of you…
Just shadows of you…
No Rest for the Broken
Bloodshot stare through a black-lit haze,
the ceiling cracks, I feel it gaze.
Numb my soul with bitter pills,
but silence screams and always kills.
Needle thoughts beneath my skin,
paranoia crawling in.
Can’t shut down, can’t escape—
this mind's a tomb without a gate.
No rest for the broken,
wired and choking.
Medicated lies,
feeding demons in disguise.
Twisting in this cursed cocoon,
howling at a dying moon.
No sleep. No peace. Just the war inside of me.
Sweat-soaked sheets like body bags,
time drips slow in choking drags.
Walls are breathing, shadows twitch,
faith is dead—I pulled the switch.
Serotonin won’t obey,
rage and sorrow start to fray.
Every breath a loaded prayer,
for death or dawn—just something there.
No rest for the broken,
wired and choking.
Medicated lies,
feeding demons in disguise.
Twisting in this cursed cocoon,
howling at a dying moon.
No sleep. No peace. Just the war inside of me.
Trapped in the static, drowning in grey,
I beg the dark to take me away.
Skies collapse, I can't outrun
the war machine my mind’s become.
No rest for the broken,
lost and awoken.
Paranoia reigns,
injected in my veins.
Another pill, another scream,
slipping through this endless dream—
no rest, no light, just the death of me.
Shadows and Skin
These shadows bleed into my mind,
Poison whispers, no peace to find.
The weight of nights with hollow screams,
Chained to sorrow, haunted dreams.
A touch, a taste, a fleeting sin,
I'm craving warmth beneath the skin.
But all I feel is cold regret,
Another hole inside me left.
Lonely bodies, empty cries,
Burning love behind dead eyes.
Depression grips me like a chain,
Twisting lust into my pain.
I fall apart inside your flesh,
But nothing makes me feel refreshed.
Just a drug, just a lie,
A broken heart begging to die.
Anxiety claws under my flesh,
Naked hunger, torn and mesh.
Despair is dripping from my tongue,
Falling deeper, coming undone.
Your touch, your moan, it fills the void,
But leaves me darker, paranoid.
I fake the smile, I fake the fight,
Just to survive another night.
Lonely bodies, empty cries,
Burning love behind dead eyes.
Depression grips me like a chain,
Twisting lust into my pain.
I fall apart inside your flesh,
But nothing makes me feel refreshed.
Just a drug, just a lie,
A broken heart begging to die.
Skin on skin, I lose control,
But your embrace can't fill my soul.
I'm drowning in your shattered moans,
Still I feel so fucking alone.
(Lonely... lonely...)
I'm just a ghost beneath the sheets,
A hollow scream between the beats.
(Lost... lost...)
You can't fix what you can't see,
I'm not in love, I'm just empty.
Lonely bodies, empty cries,
Burning love behind dead eyes.
Depression grips me like a chain,
Twisting lust into my pain.
I fall apart inside your flesh,
But nothing makes me feel refreshed.
Just a drug, just a lie,
A broken heart begging to die.
Lonely...
Empty...
Falling...
Dying...
In your arms...
No Rest, No Faith
Shadows twist behind my eyes,
In the night where silence lies.
Every breath is thick with screams,
Broken sleep and shattered dreams.
Clutching tight to fraying thread,
Whispers echo in my head.
The clock is bleeding through my veins,
Tick by tick, it feeds my chains.
No rest, no faith, afraid to fall,
Buried alive behind these walls.
Sleep is a cage, I can't escape,
Drowning in fear, no rest, no faith.
The dark consumes what's left of me,
A prison cell without a key.
Fingers crawl beneath my skin,
Pull me where the screams begin.
Fathoms deep, I spiral down,
In the dark, I wear the crown.
The night is thick with whispered lies,
Inside the void, my sanity dies.
No rest, no faith, afraid to fall,
Buried alive behind these walls.
Sleep is a cage, I can't escape,
Drowning in fear, no rest, no faith.
There's nowhere safe...
No shadows left to chase...
The monsters are me...
The voices won't let me breathe...
No rest, no faith, afraid to fall,
Buried alive behind these walls.
Sleep is a cage, I can't escape,
Drowning in fear, no rest, no faith.
One More Shot
I’ve walked through fire, I’ve tasted the storm
Faced down the shadows in every form
Blood on my hands, dust in my soul
Still I rise, though I’m barely whole
The night whispers lies, but I ain’t listening
These scars I carry are my christening
Raise one more shot to the battles I’ve won
To the demons I’ve buried and the damage I’ve done
I ain’t clean, but I’m still standing tall
I may stumble, but I’ll never fall
I’ve danced with the ghosts of the man I was
Waged war in silence just because
The dark tried to carve its name in me
But I carved back with grit and grief
The voices still scream, but I scream louder
Turn fear into strength and pain into power
Raise one more shot to the fire I’ve bled
To the words unsaid and the tears I’ve shed
I ain’t whole, but I’m still holding on
I may break, but I won’t be gone
So pour that glass, light the flame
Toast the sinner who won’t die in vain
Here’s to the fight that never ends
And to the rum that helps me mend
Raise one more shot to the battle-scarred
To the ones who fight when life gets hard
I ain’t perfect, but I’ve come this far
With a wounded heart and a weathered guitar
One more shot… and I’ll be fine
One more shot… still drawin’ the line
One more shot… I’m still alive
One more shot… I will survive
Save Me from Myself
I stare into a shattered frame
Don’t recognize the face or name
Voices echo, twist and lie
Tired of asking myself why
The world spins, but I stand still
Swallowed by this bitter chill
I'm screaming under silence deep
The cracks I hide begin to weep
Will someone pull me from the dark?
Save me from myself tonight
Before I drown in all this spite
I’m breaking down, can’t fake the shell
Too numb to run, too loud to yell
Just save me from myself
A storm of doubt behind my eyes
Every truth just wears disguise
I bite my tongue until it bleeds
But silence feeds my darkest needs
Wrapped in chains I forged alone
No warmth, no love, just ice and bone
These hands can’t hold what’s left of me
My hate is fuel, but not the key
Can someone see past all the scars?
Save me from myself tonight
Before I drown in all this spite
I’m breaking down, can’t fake the shell
Too numb to run, too loud to yell
Just save me from myself
I built this cage with guilt and pride
Locked the doors and ran to hide
Every mirror’s cursed reflection
Shows a soul without direction
The fire burns, but I feel cold
Wishing for a hand to hold
The war inside won’t ever end
Unless I break or let you in
Please tell me I’m not past repair
Save me from myself tonight
Before I drown in all this spite
I’m breaking down, can’t fake the shell
Too numb to run, too loud to yell
Just save me from myself
Better Off Dead (Fracture State)
Hands are shaking, chest won't rise
Breath like fire behind my eyes
Voices scream but no one's there
I claw at walls of fractured air
I’m drowning in a silent roar
With every thought, I break some more
Heartbeat’s ticking like a bomb in my head
Tell myself to live—but I’m better off dead
Better off dead than torn apart
A cracked mind with a shattered heart
Nails in my skin, and wires in my brain
Drenched in chaos, wired with pain
Don’t speak to me—I’ve lost control
Panic claws behind my face
Trapped inside this cursed embrace
My pulse is war, my thoughts decay
I beg for sleep but drift away
Into a maze with no escape
Each fear becomes another shape
I’m not okay, I’m just suppressed
Smiling corpse in Sunday’s dress
Better off dead than torn apart
A cracked mind with a shattered heart
Nails in my skin, and wires in my brain
Drenched in chaos, wired with pain
Don’t speak to me—I’ve lost control
Skin is paper, soul is ash
Tearing seams in every flash
I hear the ticking, I feel the flame
There’s no salvation in this name
This is not a phase—it’s war
Better off dead than this constant dread
I carry screams inside my head
No remedy, no breath, no sleep
No peace in wounds that cut this deep
Just silence now—release me, please
No One Sees Me
I wake to silence, like every day before
The sun still rises, but I don't feel it anymore
These walls know my secrets, they echo my screams
But no one hears me… not even in my dreams
The mirror cracked, but I kept looking in
At a stranger I carry beneath my own skin
Each breath is borrowed, each step is a chore
I'm living, but I’m not really alive anymore
I reach, but shadows pull away
No hand to hold, no voice to stay
No one sees me, no one tries
I’m just a ghost behind these eyes
A soul unraveling, thread by thread
I sleep with hope, but wake up dead
And no one… no one sees me
My heart beats quiet, it doesn’t beg to speak
Just whispers pain in rhythms cold and bleak
I gave the world all I could give
But the world forgot I even live
I scream, but silence always wins
Alone beneath this aching skin
No one sees me, no one tries
I’m just a ghost behind these eyes
A soul unraveling, thread by thread
I sleep with hope, but wake up dead
And no one… no one sees me
If I disappeared tonight, would anyone call?
Would my name be a whisper, or nothing at all?
I’ve built my grave in a bed of tears
And buried myself through all these years
No one sees me, no one tries
I’m just a shadow that time denies
A soul undone by what life bled
I dream of peace, but bleed instead
And no one… no one sees me
No one… ever will.
Eyes in the Storm
Woke to the silence, cold as a grave
Names etched in shadow, no one left to save
One by one, they fade like smoke
Too young to fall, too real to joke
Death keeps coming, won't leave me be
Crawling through my thoughts like a sick disease
Another call, another tear
Another face I held too near
But I feel them in the lightning
In the screams of the sky
Like whispers through the thunder
Telling me to fight, not die
I’m drowning in the sorrow, but I won’t let go
Fighting for tomorrow in this endless undertow
Their eyes are in the storm, their voices in the rain
Telling me to carry on, to bleed and bear the pain
Roses on tombstones, candles burn low
Another friend gone, another soul I know
I light a flame, I speak their name
But it never fills the hole, never feels the same
I’ve seen too much, bled too deep
These nights I barely sleep
Chained by guilt, bound in fear
But they pull me back when the end feels near
I see them in the silence
Feel them in the air
Like a choir of the fallen
Saying, “Brother, don’t you dare...”
I’m drowning in the sorrow, but I won’t let go
Fighting for tomorrow in this endless undertow
Their eyes are in the storm, their voices in the rain
Telling me to carry on, to bleed and bear the pain
I raise my glass to the ones I lost
To the time, to the love, to the heavy cost
You live in the scars and the songs I scream
You live in the heart of every dream
Every grave is a vow
Every tear a war cry now
I’ll scream for the ones who fell
While I claw my way through this hell
They stood with me in life
Now they haunt the war inside
But even ghosts can shine like fire
When the world conspires to drown my fight
I’m drowning in the sorrow, but I rise through flame
Waging war for tomorrow, in the ruin and the rain
Their eyes are in the storm, still blazing in the black
And when I fall to pieces, they pull my spirit back
Let the shadows chase…
Let death show its face…
I’ve got fire in my chest
And ghosts guarding every breath...
Love That Stays
You said forever...
YOU LIED LIKE THEY ALL DO!
Ha ha ha... burn me again…
She walked out slow—
Like she rehearsed it in my veins.
Left me choking on
The ashes of my pain.
Another hole torn
In a heart built from chains…
I KILLED MY DEMONS—
But I'm still insane!
I stitched myself together just to fall apart again…
No one stays. No one stays. No one—
FUCKING STAYS!
I beat the dark—shoved nails in the sky!
Ripped out the rot, but I still ask “why?”
Every woman I love turns into decay…
I just want one…
ONE THAT STAYS!
Don’t tell me I’m broken—
I KNOW THAT I AM!
Built from trauma, rage,
And a sacrificial lamb.
They see the mask—
But never the man.
Every promise dies
Before it lands!
Hope’s a joke that bleeds too slow…
I watch them go…
I let them go…
I beat the dark—set fire to the cage!
Still feel hollow, still burning with rage!
Every woman I love just slips away…
I just want one—
ONE THAT FUCKING STAYS!!
Give me pain I can trust!
Give me hate that won’t rust!
Give me anything but LOVE…
If it turns to dust!
I’M NOT YOUR TOY!
I’M NOT YOUR PHASE!
STOP FUCKING LEAVING
WHEN I NEED YOU TO STAY!!
I beat the dark—I still bleed grey.
Buried the past, but it won’t stay.
I’m not a monster—I just decay…
So give me one…
ONE THAT STAYS.
ONE THAT STAYS!
